bleeding at 6dp5dt

i just went to the bathroom and when i looked down, there was bright red blood in the toilet & a clot- and when i wiped, there was more. i'm also super crampy.

i'm pretty sure that this isn't implantation.

*update*
i called the nurse's line asking if i could come in earlier for a bloodtest so i don't have to keep taking the suppositories if i don't need to be- i thought i would be fine but right in the middle of the call i got so choked up i couldn't even spek- i finally managed to spit out my name & phone number and hung up- the nurse that listened to it probably thought i was some crazy person. she just called me back & i'm going to go in for some bloodwork tomorrow @ a lab in bedford, nh (which is way closer than lexington)

now i'm just going to fold laundry & cry, my husband isn't home and i'm glad because i look so ugly when i cry. this is so unfair.