Tuesday, September 16, 2008

8dpfet = CD1

FET#2 = big f-ing no
oh.my.God. periods after treatment cycles are THE WORST! i feel like my uterus is falling out.

oh, and also, i'm over the whole bummed out, i'm so sad this isn't working thing- now, i'm just PISSED! FURIOUS! this is UNACCEPTABLE! there is NO reason that all 3 of the "finest IF treatments that money can buy" have FAILED! this is WICKED LAME! it's not FAIR! why do some women get 2 babies, even 3 babies, and i can't even have !?! ugh. i'm so done.

i called and demanded that they move my BETA up to 09/19 (fri) instead of making me wait till 09/22 (mon)- hell, i'll be done my period by friday- so why the frick do i have to go in anyways?!
losers- oh, and my wtf?! appt is scheduled for Oct 6th @ 1:30pm. you better believe i'm gonna go in there and demand answers & more testing!!!

ugh- lame. whatever. i'm done. i'm just gonna focus on working out and getting super skinny again (lol @ again- i've never been super skinny) so i can be hot and stuff. word.
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10 comments:

Danse said...

Ugh, I don't even know what to say. I'm so sorry.

Echloe said...

I just wanna say how sorry I am that you have to deal with this crap. (((((HUGS)))))

Hiker - Kelly B said...

I'm so, so sorry. There has to be something more to this that the doctors just aren't finding.
((huge hugs))

stacey said...

I'm sorry:o(

Kristi said...

I'm so sorry...praying for you!

True Companions Plus One? said...

Ugh - I am so sorry! And I totally hear you on the being angry - it just doesn't make sense that after multiple rounds, it still doesn't work!

I really hope your WTF leads to some more answers. I know mine resulted in changing up my protocol and some more tests (endometrial biopsy, hysteroscopy and potential lap - I've already had HSG and SHG) - so hopefuly yours will, too!

Sasha & Mark said...

That SUXXX!!! Oh, I'm so sad for you and MAD too. It doesn't seem like this is just "statistics" Something else is going on. I really urge you to seek a second opinion, especially if he doesn't come up with anything new at the WTF. GRRRR!!

Addykins said...

I'm sorry honey :( I wish there was something I could do. If by the Grace of God I somehow get knocked up- give me your eggs and I'll carry a bebe for you. It will just have 2 mommies.
I'm here for you. Anytime.

Andrea said...

I'm so, so sorry. This is just not fair. ((HUGS))

Jennifer said...

I was trying to catch up with you after vacation -- I'm so sorry and GL at your appointment. {{{HUGS}}}