tagged?

ok- so i guess i've been tagged by like, 400 people so i should probably do this thing:

um- matsi, e-sharp, nikki, rebekah...and i think someone else too- i'm so bad at this!

The Rules:
1. Link to the person who tagged you
2. Post the rules to your blog
3. Write 6 random things about yourself
4. Tag 6 people at the end of your post and link to them
5. Let each person you have tagged know by leaving a comment on their blog.
6. Let the tagger know when your entry is posted.

The Goods:
1. i'm obsessed with cats- seriously
2. i traveled around the world when i was 14
3. i used to meet guys online and then meet up with them- omg unsafe much?!
4. i grew up in a super Christian home with a pastor for a mother and i love it!
5. i can spend an entire day on Etsy- i'm sick
6. i really want everyone to like me, and i do my best to make sure that happens

ok- so now i can tag people- umm, sasha, andrea, peachy, jen, michelle & CLML
suckers!

here they are

i guess the two on the left are the "expanding" blasts & the one on the right is just a "blast"

hmmm- i wonder why my pic are always so crappy- most girl's embryo pics are super clear- not fair!!! ahhh well. fingers are crossed and prayers are being said. all we can do is wait.

FET#2

i had a dream last night that i was pregnant. my beta was 150. i started crying (weird, crazy lady crying) and i was sooo happy. then i woke up- hmmm. ah well, it was nice!

today is FET#2- we are transferring 3 embryos (yes, 3! after much talking with our RE- we've insisted on 3- no more dicking around buddy!!!)

my transfer is at 1:10 this afternoon- so i will get to the office at 12:10 & start filling my bladder- awesome!!! then i'll come home, eat KFC (they now have the original crispy recipe in boneless *gasp*) & chillax on the couch. then it's back to work tomorrow!

i really pray this works- i'm trying to be very positive!!! plus, all the recent BFP's on TTC6+ & TTTC have made me hopefull! (congrats to everyone!!!) so yeah- please God!!!

hmmm- in other news, cessna is still in a cast- she sucks, and won't stop running around so it has to be on longer and we have to "keep her from running"- um, are you kidding me? i'd have

better luck getting pregnant on my own- stupid vet.

please excuse my boobs & brandon's face- i'm pretty sure the 49ers were losing- haha.

so i walked in on the cats in this compromising position...hmmm- weirdos. max doesn't approve.

and this is what the kids did while daddy watched football- ugh- sooo boring!!

and that's all for now- i have a bunch of pics from weddings we went to this summer, and Purple Door that i'll upload later- for now, i'm off. ciao

FET#2 update

bw & us today:
E2= 323
Lining= 13.9
Progesterone= start tonight
ET= 09/08/08

i also have a 31mm cyst on my right ovary- i've never had one before so i questioned it but the nurse said they are going through with the transfer because it seems to be resolving itself- which i good. i hope they're right & that is doesn't "interfere" if that's even possible. blargh.

i'm not feeling very hopeful about this FET- i know, i suck. i should feel blessed and happy to be able to have this opportunity because so many women don't- but whatever. i don't feel blessed and happy- i feel sick & tired. and negative- very, very negative. i'm going to try to be positive, i'm going to pray for my embryos and beg God to let them stick- but i'm not going to hold my breath. but on tranfer day my fingers will be crossed that the 3rd times a charm. indeed they will be.

that's it for now- i'll update about the crazy adkins/t.bird GoG GtG later. it was...good times!

and i quote

my favorite quote from last night's episode of The Hills:

and i quote:
"...it's not like i can make you un-my sister" Spencer Pratt

oh Lord. he's such a tool- why do i even watch you ask? because i'm obsessed.

poor little cessna

poor cessna- max was running pell-mell down the hall and bowled her over! he basically wiped her ass out!! she started yelping but i thought she was ok- but then i noticed that she wasn't putting any weight on her paw- so i rushed her to the vet & thy took an x-ray and, yep! broken toe! it was a nice clean break but it still hurt her- poor thing! they drugged her up and put on a hot pink little cast- she's pretty much ok but she looks pretty pathtic trying to run around- haha!
now i'll have to take her in every 10 days for the next 4 weeks until it comes off- ugh! also this little event cost me a nice $203 dollars!!! i can tell max feels bad though- he keep kissing her and whining! haha.





i feel bad but she sure looks cute- ahhh well. just another day in the life of poor miss cessna. what a rough 16 weeks she's had!!!

i'm off

i'm off to Purple Door (google it) with miss amanda. i shall return sunday night.
ciao