4dpfet

well i'm not really feeling anything except my period on it's way- so that's super lame. i'm trying to stay hopeful but i have cramps, spotting yesterday & my temps have been low the past two mornings. so i don't know. we'll see i guess.

anyway- i got home yesterday and stupid cessna had ripped her cast off AGAIN! this is the second time THIS week!! i was SO pissed!!! so i had to drive all the way to chelmsford AGAIN and shell out another $20 for a new cast. at least the guy vet was on this time and his casts are like...awesome. the last 2 were put on by one of the lady vets and she's a bit more wussy. the last time the guy vet put it on, cessna couldn't get it off. so i'm glad. i sprayed the shit out of it with that bitter apple stuff this morning and i swear if she gets it off today i'll probably lose my mind.

max also had to get his bum expressed because it smelled bad so that was another $20. God- animals!!! i think they cost more than children, at least mine do. well, only 2 more weeks and supposedly the cast can come off- so we'll see.

umm- that's about it. um- here are a few lol's that make me lol.

lol- i freaking love cats. i'm coo coo for cats!

FET#2

i had a dream last night that i was pregnant. my beta was 150. i started crying (weird, crazy lady crying) and i was sooo happy. then i woke up- hmmm. ah well, it was nice!

today is FET#2- we are transferring 3 embryos (yes, 3! after much talking with our RE- we've insisted on 3- no more dicking around buddy!!!)

my transfer is at 1:10 this afternoon- so i will get to the office at 12:10 & start filling my bladder- awesome!!! then i'll come home, eat KFC (they now have the original crispy recipe in boneless *gasp*) & chillax on the couch. then it's back to work tomorrow!

i really pray this works- i'm trying to be very positive!!! plus, all the recent BFP's on TTC6+ & TTTC have made me hopefull! (congrats to everyone!!!) so yeah- please God!!!

hmmm- in other news, cessna is still in a cast- she sucks, and won't stop running around so it has to be on longer and we have to "keep her from running"- um, are you kidding me? i'd have

better luck getting pregnant on my own- stupid vet.

please excuse my boobs & brandon's face- i'm pretty sure the 49ers were losing- haha.

so i walked in on the cats in this compromising position...hmmm- weirdos. max doesn't approve.

and this is what the kids did while daddy watched football- ugh- sooo boring!!

and that's all for now- i have a bunch of pics from weddings we went to this summer, and Purple Door that i'll upload later- for now, i'm off. ciao

our new family member

this is what happens when you can't have kids:

you go out & buy cute little puppies!!!
it just can't be helped!

no, she wasn't "planned"
we don't know how it happened!!!
but we still love her!!!
our new baby girl, Cessna!!! her big brother, max, is a little jealous- but he still loves her :)

ohhh weekends!

i love weekends- like, ALOT

i love cooking in my tiny kitchen

i love dressing up poor maceo & stalking gary in the grass


i love playing tug of war with max & i love his new friend bruno

i love lying on the couch & brandon catching my "deer in the headlights" look

i just love it all! now if we could just have some kids...OH! AND I LOVE THAT ME & ADKINS & OUR WONDERFUL HUSBANDS ARE GOING CAMPING TOGETHER!!! WOO HOOO!

oh my my my!

so this was the scene on our front yard this morning- my sweet gary catching a poor, helpless, baby bird.

i was inside & all of a sudden brandon was yelling for me to come outside- and what was i greeted with?! this!!! a poor baby bird struggling in gary's mouth!!! :(

fortunately he hadn't hurt it, just kind of stunned it. so when he let it go it started hopping away- he lunged at it again but brandon caught him mid- jump. maceo was also outside though, so i had to race after her and keep her from mauling the poor thing. so as we're trying to get the cats back in, max decides to run out and investigate- he totally tried to start playing with the bird. it was pretty funny- but by now the bird's parents were flying around chirping in protest and dive-bombing poor max.

so finally we got everyone inside & the mommy took the baby bird away- it was kind of hopping, trying to fly, and the mom was keeping close eye on it & trying to teach it how- it was ADORABLE! i watched them make their way into some bushes and the baby seemed perfectly fine- so i'm happy :)

and that's that!!! what a morning!!!