FET#2 update

bw & us today:
E2= 323
Lining= 13.9
Progesterone= start tonight
ET= 09/08/08

i also have a 31mm cyst on my right ovary- i've never had one before so i questioned it but the nurse said they are going through with the transfer because it seems to be resolving itself- which i good. i hope they're right & that is doesn't "interfere" if that's even possible. blargh.

i'm not feeling very hopeful about this FET- i know, i suck. i should feel blessed and happy to be able to have this opportunity because so many women don't- but whatever. i don't feel blessed and happy- i feel sick & tired. and negative- very, very negative. i'm going to try to be positive, i'm going to pray for my embryos and beg God to let them stick- but i'm not going to hold my breath. but on tranfer day my fingers will be crossed that the 3rd times a charm. indeed they will be.

that's it for now- i'll update about the crazy adkins/t.bird GoG GtG later. it was...good times!