back from FET

this is just an xp from thenest:

anyway- my FET went smoothly- my bladder was way too full so they let me pee "a little" ummm- it's really hard to pee for 10 seconds & then stop...sooo i cheated & peed for 15 seconds. omg- it felt sooo good. better than anything in the world.

moving on, so we transferred two 5 day blasts & 1 was already expanding since that morning's thaw, so that sounded like good news cause i think it goes: blast, expand, hatching, implant etc. yeah, so they shot them in (after a little trouble with the catheter) and everything looked good.

they wished us luck & made me lie there for 15 min. after that timer went off i jumped up & booked it to the bathroom- wow. i love peeing sooo much.

so 2 of the embies didn't survive the thaw & 2 did- so we have 5 left! let's hope we don't need them for awhile!!!

the picture above: the "expanding blast" is on the left & the "blast" is on the right. we're relly praying this works!!!
to my girls on thenest: thank you so much for all your prayers & well wishes!! <3

p.s. and because i wanted it, ont he way home i made brandon stop & get me a Thin Mint DQ Blizzard- omg yum!!! we also got Taco Bell...i wish i could wat this crap everyday!!!! damn my expanding waistline!!!

we're back!

well we're back- we had fun!!! we want to go back next year too- it's nice to just get away! i'll save you from reading & just post some pictures!!!


our cabin...


cabin & max in the car...


fishing with max & a dragonfly...



snuggles with max, brandon...smiling? & the gorgeous view!!!

there's some food pics in the food blog- but this about sums it up! northern NH & ME is sooo beautiful & we had a great time- but i wouldnt want to live there!!! there wasn't a grocery store to be found! not even a Target :o
i can't live like that!!! :)

p.s. we saw a moose! yippeeeee!

and we're off!

i just posted about our weekend to be & stupid blogger ate it- i'm annoyed!! so here's the condensed verison:

basically we leave tomorrow (the 3rd) to go up to http://www.magriverinn.com/ in Erroll, NH- we'll be there until mon (the 7th, which is our actual anniv) we're taking max with us & we're just going to chill out & relax.

i have my FET CD 14 bloodwork & ultrasound tomorrow morning, so we'll start out after that- it takes about 4 hours to get up there, so we'll take our time.
it should be fun- lot's of fishing & hiking & reading & sleeping & playing with max & blah blah blah! not working!!! i have a feeling there is no WIFI so i don't think i'll be able to get online.

::prays for a painless detox::

hahaha! sooo yeah!

oh Lordy- that's it
ciao

ohhh weekends!

i love weekends- like, ALOT

i love cooking in my tiny kitchen

i love dressing up poor maceo & stalking gary in the grass


i love playing tug of war with max & i love his new friend bruno

i love lying on the couch & brandon catching my "deer in the headlights" look

i just love it all! now if we could just have some kids...OH! AND I LOVE THAT ME & ADKINS & OUR WONDERFUL HUSBANDS ARE GOING CAMPING TOGETHER!!! WOO HOOO!

my SIL is a BITCH

sooo, no one gets to meet this new baby becaus my sister satan in law isn't "feeling it"- um, what?! what the hell does that EVEN MEAN!? she's such a BITCH! my brother is tool as well, but he was actually looking forward to people coming to see the baby- but since satan in law controls his every move, now they're "not feeling it" they're only doing this because they're both mentally unstable & they're trying to prove some kind of point- no idea what, but ok. i mean, who doesn't want people to come see their new baby & bring presents?! WHO?! CRAZY PEOPLE, that's who!!!!

whatever- if you guys don't want to act like normal human beings & let your FAMILY meet their new grandchild/neice then so be it. you're just making your own lives more miserable- blargh!!!!

babies being born

*UPDATE*

sooo they had their baby- aaaand it's a GIRL! whoa!!! they thought it was a boy- mwahahahaha! her name is Jael & we are "allowed" to go see her tomorrow ::eye roll::

i also just got back from 1 1/2 hours of little kid ballet/tap recital cuteness. it's also a nice reminder of my barreness- nice!
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my sister in law is currently in labor- she was 6 cm dialated this morning & she should be popping this kid out within the next couple hours. great huh?

well here's the kicker, since my brother & sister in law are both CRAZY, PARANOID, IMMATURE, LAME ASS losers, no one is allowed to go to the hospital to actually be with them or even meet this child. hmmm- awesome. i've gone into great detail about these two in this blog before, so if you look back you'll see what i mean about them being insane. they really are.

so yeah, now we all wait. my parents, my brothers & sisters, my neices & nephews, my other sister in law, brandon & i- we all wait. i'm shocked that my lunatic brother even called to let "us" know (he called my brother & SIL in Minn. & told them) so i'll be even more suprised if he actually calls to let us know when the baby is born- and i'll be even more in shock if his crazy ass wife let's us come and see the baby.

perhaps i will have to be satisfied with simply knowing that i have a nephew- i might not ever get to see him, but at least i know i've got one! sweeeet!

oh well- we'll see.

FET day 5

i had my FET day#5 bloodwork this morning. my E2 is @ 100, which i good. i up my Estrace to 4 mg tomorrow (up from 2) and go back in for more bloodwork on saturday. super!

in other news, gary & max like to help with the laundrey. and macey just likes being fat.

they're all so freaking cute!!!